Weird vibes

It's been a while since I last chilled by myself at home. My room is really messed up or actually the whole apartment is pretty messy as my roommate hade some sort of a pokerparty here last night. It's valentines day and I feel pretty stressed out for some reason. I guess it's all this school stuff. I had a week off but I still feel like I need 2 more. I've got a lot to do this week and all I want to do is chill out, watch movies and not get out of bed.

At the same time I feel stupid about being a bit down today. Everything is good and I've got nothing to worry about. I went to K's greatgrandmothers funeral yesterday. It was pretty surreal. I felt a bit like an outsider as I didn't really know the people there that well and I had never met the deceased. I hope I was of some support to K. It was also a pretty weird place to meet her relatives for the first time. All-in all everything went fine but this day has somekind of weird energy. I don't know where it comes from. Maybe K's vibes transferred into me or something. I've also been thinking about this relationship thing. It's funny how you find new parts of yourself when youre with someone. I've never been in a relationship for over 4 months. It feels weird to want to spend so much time with someone. But at the same time it's nice to get to know someone really deeply and have someone who's there for you. I'm not saying that I wouldn't have friends who are there for me but it's different. I don't know, my mind just collapsed in on itself. A weird day this valentines day.Peace Out!

I just saw this new version of We Are The World today. At first I was a bit dissapointed in it but I really like Wyclef in it and the whole hip-hop breakdown part. Check it out!