Too much to bear

Hello!

Haven't written anything in 7 months now and I feel like my head has a bit too much to bear already. So I'll start writing again. I'm not going to make a huge recap post because that is pointless. Spring and summer are now gone and I have begun my third year at university. This means that I'll hopefully get my bachelors degree next spring.

Right now I'm feeling really shitty. I don't even know why but today just hasn't started well. I feel dizzy and unmotivated to do anything. I just skipped my Spanish class in order to attend a british history lecture. This past weekend has an influence on my current mood. The whole weekend was pretty much about partying. On Thursday it was my roommates birthday which ment drinking. On friday we got five austrian girls surfing our couch. We showed them a few bars in town. On saturday I was Dj'ing at a freshman party for veterinarians. The party was pretty lame as last year because the speakers didn't work like they were supposed to , there werent that much people and people didnt really dance. There were also some random russians who tried to get into the party and got thrown out. After this they came back and a fight erupted. The end result was that a friend of mine has his shoulder dislocated, the police came and the doors were locked. But otherwise everything was fine. I drank free beer and got a decent pay for the night. After the party I still wanted to go out so I did with this finnish girl who is my roommates friend from his highschool times. We tried to get other people to join us but everyone was already sleeping at home. So we went to Zavood, had a beer and then we climbed and crossed the bridge in order for her to lose her freshman status. I took a taxi home and woke up the next day with a decent hangover. I met up with K later and the rest of the day passed with chilling, taking walk, making a nice salad and watching a movie.

So today I feel like shit. Another monday means responsibilities and right now I don't really want to face them. On thursday I'm DJ'ing another freshman party which will be a bigger one. On friday morning I'm taking the first bus to Saaremaa to visit K's grandparents. I'm looking forward to that because it will give a chance to take it easy for a few days.

I don't know what more I should write . My life is going pretty well. I have a lot of school things to do and I'm feeling stressed about all the things I need to get done before spring. I have a great girlfriend, good friends and I don't have to worry about my finance. So i'll try to start feeling better and deal with my responsibilities.