Tomorrow holds potential. What kind? I Don't know yet but this time it might have potential to go badly. Kirke has her last chance to pass two tests tomorrow morning. If she doesn't she'll have to take an academic leave. That would most likely mean that she'll leave Tartu for some time and probably mean a long distance relatioship between us. So how do I feel about it? Worried, scared and sad mostly. But I'm still optimistic. I guess I'll sleep with my fingers crossed and hope for the best. I know that if she'll pass, she still has an enormous amount of stress because she'll still have to pass the final exams and that stress is eating her up mentally everyday and has been for a while now. I wonder if the academic leave would give her a chance to do more things that make her happy. At the same time I know that I'd be less happy if she's gone. So it's a tricky situation and tomorrow might be the start of something new, a delay of the inevitable or the step that puts things back to normal. My eyes barely stay open as I write this but I try to put on a strong face and keep my thoughts positive. Better mus come was the name of an old Jamaican movie and some old tune too. I'll keep that in mind as I go to sleep hoping that tomorrow actualizes it's positive potential. Peace Out!
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